August 10 1994 I was born . I am 32 years . Saying goodbye to the roaring 20s I lean into my 30s . I came in soft . I allowed myself to let down barriers and walls that I hid behind . All my insecurities started to pour out and show in many different ways . For example the men I dated (I hated) I stayed around longer than I should have entertained what I shouldn’t have taking up space and time . Years just started to float by . Don’t get it twisted the sex I had . Can I be honest . Very much TEA. Getting turned every which way lose . Addicted to the chaos and making up having a harder time letting go . Entering embarrassmentships and situationships very much participating in what we say hook up culture . Doing a whole bunch of nothing . Today I give myself grace 32 year me and I take myself back in my mind to my child self . I give younger me a hug . With tears of pain and joy I embrace the younger me . To the adult me I move how I see fit . I’m choosing me first . I am taking it day by day . What do I know I never been 32 before . I vowed at 30 to make my 30s the best time of my life . I am slowly locking in . I get a decade of 30s . Why rush my 30s . I’m walking into it. As I said previously . I treat myself with love and forgiveness . I know me better than I did before and I’m proud of that . This version of me is growing beautifully and it gets better from here . Honestly . It’s a blessing being 32 I lived today . Someone else 32 may have died . It’s more about making the days count and not counting days . Not much is promised . So 32 is ..32…like magic .
Love you and I’m out
BESTTEAS💋
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